Most sopranos sing Ach, ich fühl’s from Mozart’s Die Zauberflöte as a concert aria – and it makes sense, if you are a lyric soprano, it shows everything you got in a competition. The problem is – they still sing it as a concert aria even in a complete performance of the work. So today we’re not speaking about _that_ Ach, ich fühl’s but about number 17 in the score of Mozart’s Singspiel. Is there a difference? Unfortunately, yes – the concert aria is taken at a funereal tempo, the accompaniment is a spineless sequence of chords, the soprano sings very, very, very long lines almost rhythmically indistinct, and all that does not make any sense in the story.
Pamina grew up as a princess, but daddy and mommy had a conflicted relationship, daddy is dead nove and mom cares more about politics than her. Then, she is kidnapped by a dogmatic sect-leader who treats her decently but distantly too. She is basically left to the care of a pervert (Monostatos), who manager to keep her tied up while planing to rape her. Then someone out of nowhere appears and tells her that there is a prince in love with her. When she hears that she is loved by someone, she is so overjoyed that she just runs after him. But she gets caught and barely has 5 minutes with the guy – and finds all five of them the best thing that ever happened to her. But then she escapes from another rape attempt and finally sees her mother after many years and believes her ordeals are over. But no, the mother doesn’t want to take her home. She puts a knife in her daughter’s hand and asks her to kill someone – and, in the first scene opera Sarastro really shows some affection for her, he tells her not to be worried, nobody is getting killed. Relieved, she runs to Tamino to tell him everything that happened in the last hours, but – unbeknownst to her, he has taken a vow of silence and refuses to have a conversation with her. Then she sings Ach, ich fühl’s, es ist verschwunden! Ewig hin der Liebe Glück… Nimmer kommt, ihr Wonnestunden, meinem Herzen mehr zurück! Sieh’, Tamino, diese Tränen, flüssen, Trauter, dir allein. Fühlst du nicht der Liebe Sehnen, so wird Ruh’ im Tode sein. (“Ah, I feel it, it is all over. Forever lost the joy of love… O wonderful moments, my heart will never experience you again! See, Tamino, these tears flow because of you alone. If you don’t feel the longings of love, there is nothing [for me] but to find peace in death”). First question – Wonderful MOMENTS?!
I am no psychologist, but while the “concert aria perspective” implies a depressive mood, I’d rather say that Pamina’s behaviour should be described rather as “manic”. Let’s see what the oracle Wikipedia informs us: “During mania, an individual behaves or feels abnormally energetic, happy, or irritable, and they often make impulsive decisions with little regard for the consequences.” Check, check, check, check. So here we see this girl who has been suffering from neglect for a long while finally see a light in the end of the tunnel in the shape of a guy who basically only had to say that he loved her. But he apparently turns his back on her. This is when her overwhelming and sudden joy turn into an anxiety episode whose peak is the “staged” suicide scene (I’ll call it that way for it’s “talking about suicide for a long time” rather than actually doing anything – and she finally gets the attention she craved for). Hence my puzzlement while hearing the aria sung as if Pamina were acutely depressed.
So, yes, the first thing we have to talk about is the tempo. Mozart writes “andante” in the score. With recordings taking sometimes longer than five minutes, we have to wonder what these conductors believe to be “andante”. In the booklet to his studio recording, Charles Mackerras writes that Georg Nikolaus von Nissen (Mozart’s first biographer and Constanze Mozart’s second husband) was critical of the excessively slow tempo often adopted for Ach, ich fühl’s. If we take the situation depicted in the libretto and hear the music in true andante, then we can hear Pamina’s heartbeat in that moment of anxiety – taTA… taTA… taTA – and it is as if the whole concept finally got into focus. Arturo Toscanini, in his Salzburg live recording, had no doubt about that – there we hear this increasing tension of Pamina’s panic attack – the possibility of loosing her newly found happiness is too much for her – and yet she had not given up yet. Ach, ich fühl’s is no passive acceptance of a dark fate, but a last attempt of making things right again. This is why the text is so over the top – she is basically saying that she is not dead YET, but if Tanino carries on acting like that, she’ll soon be. This is despair, and Toscanini’s tempo shows you that. Mozart makes also a point of showing the singer that he does not want a long, absolutely seamless legato here. The first phrase is an example of his typical pressure-release dynamic style – Ach, I-ich FÜ-ühl’s, two subtle hiccups to depict the fact that Pamina is not making a rational speech here, but immediately reacting to her own emotions – almost all her lines here have something “broken” at some point. If you have the right tempo, the next phrase is a perfect illustration of the dramatic situation “ewig hin” – forever gone – is a phrase where the most important note is evidently is the low f# with the appogiatura – hin (gone). The four descending notes under the slur in “-wig” should be sung absolutely a tempo to create the impression of something unfolding and falling down. It’s gone, she’s lost it. The end. This is the kind of sentence no-one (maybe Violetta in Verdi’s La Traviata, but there she is fatally ill and doesn’t want to die at all) says slowly – it’s over, finito. And now let’s about the “big, odd phrase”

Many years ago, I met a soprano who was supposed to sing Ach, ich fühl’s in a competition and kept discussing with her accompanist that there was somethhing odd in the coloratura right in the beginning of the aria. I asked her “what’s so odd about it?” She answered “the way Mozart wrote, it doesn’t make sense”. Actually, she was wrong – the problem is rather that sopranos rarely sing it the way Mozart wrote it. As we can see, there is no “stringendo” or “ritardando” mark in the score. It should be sung a tempo – what makes it hard for the singer to breath, for it is a long phrase with many high notes. So what sopranos usually do is adjusting it to give them time to manage the two high b flats. After she has navigated the two ascending phrases followed by a minor second interval with a hiccup rhythmic pattern (yes, she is sobbing and now she is going to abandon the text in the word “heart”), we have the long melisma on HERzen. If we look attentively at it – we have one long note on a quaver that actually goes on to the first semiquaver in the next “set” and then the melisma starts to “move” from the high c not in a strong note, but in a weak note. What happens after that is that we have another strong note in the next group of semiquavers in a b flat and then always in the high f. What does that mean? Both high b flats are on a semiquaver in a weak note, the next strong note being the f down in the interval. When you do it this way, the phrase has a clear sense of “coloratura”, with very fast staccato notes near the end (and the pulsation in the bass is kept a tempo, as Mozart wanted it to be). But you’ll say, “hey, sopranos always linger in the high b flats!”. Yes, they do, and in order to do that, they generally start the melisma (the first middle c) right on the strong note, making the high g (rather than high f) their point of support, what gives them an extra while for their first high b flat. Then, when they go back to the f (staccato), they take a while to breath and end the phrase ad libitum, i.e., with disregard for the tempo. And that is why the phrase feels awkward – the conductor cannot follow the taTA-taTA rhythmic pattern and what they generally do is try to catch the singer when they hit the pitch where the orchestra is supposed to produce a chord until the end of the phrase, when everything goes “back to normal”. I find it disturbing – the audience can feel that everything is amiss, the rhythmic pattern is lost and everything feels displaced. The phrase does not sound like a phrase anymore (especially in the ascending staccato notes) but rather as some sort of textless chanting. When the tempo is slow, the phrase sounds even odder, with many pauses in strange places. One might say that a) the phrase is very hard to sing (true); b) that it feels more musical if the soprano has some liberty (_some_ liberty, yes…); and c) maybe Mozart wrote it that way precisely to illustrate some sense of disorientation (hmmm….). I only agree about the fact that the phrase is difficult and that the soprano needs some help there. Of course, it will be almost impossible to keep the phrase truly a tempo there (and it would also sound a tad mechanical that way), but this flexibility must happen in the context of the rhythmic pattern (and, no, I don’t think Mozart wanted ad libitum there – he would have written that). Although I am not a great fan of Sylvia McNair’s recording with Neville Marriner, they both manage that phrase better than probably anyone else (Sumi Jo probably is almost as efficient as McNair in her Mozart studio recital). If you ask me what Mozart wanted with the big odd phrase, I would say that it is no coincidence that the text is “my heart”. This is a “what about me?”-phrase. Nobody has cared for Pamina and now that she has tasted the joy of being wanted and cared for, she doesn’t want to stop – she is experiencing a withdrawal symptom after being supplied with love. So the phrase is a long cry for help. We don’t really need the text here, she is basically weeping and the staccato in the end should seem as if she had no air left even to cry at that point. So, yes, the singer can manage to sneak in breathing points, but they have to make sense in terms of expression AND NEVER INTERRUPT THE RHYTHMIC PATTERN.
Even before that soprano called it “the big odd phrase”, it has always called my attention. Mozart would generally use technically challenging phrases like that rather in more complex arias, with two tempos (such as Non mi dir, Per pietà or Dove sono). Ach, ich fühl’s is, in structure, closer to Porgi, amor or S’altro che lagrime (from La Clemenza di Tito), both of them built entirely in regular, lyric phrases without anything close to coloratura. In Ach, ich fühl’s, the big odd phrase calls attention for being not only big in compared to every other phrase in the while aria, but for being clearly showier than everything else. Dramatically, this makes sense. She has tried to call Tamino’s attention with well-balanced, well-behaved phrases in vain. Then she goes for the works there – and it doesn’t work either. That is why she changes the approach next – beautiful words haven’t worked, so now she is resorting to visuals “see these tears rolling down on my face?!”.
It is important to observe that the big odd phrase is not the climax of the song. So, if the singer sounds a bit exhausted or if there is an “energetic valley” after that, the sense of increasing tension that we need to feel peaking in the Fühlst du nicht der Liebe Sehnen? marked forte is entirely lost. Pamina has been using a very repetitive text and melodic pattern to convince Tamino that he is killing her with his silence, but it’s all in vain. And that is why she is so emphatic here – “so isn’t it love what you feel?”. But again, no answer. And that is why the next one (which takes her again to the high b flat) is marked piano – now she is no longer responding to reality, but to her own spiritual torment. “No, it is not love what he feels”. We hear again the ascending phrases followed by the minor second interval (first heard before the big odd phrase) in a harmonically tenser context, but there is no long melisma now – here we have a leap to a long high g on the word Ruh’ (rest). Pamina is not crying anymore, she is no longer talking to Tamino now. Now she is deep in her own neurosis – she knew happiness was too good to be true, it had to vanish as easy as it appeared. It is just like when Elsa von Brabant, in Wagner’s Lohengrin, says in act 3 “Ach, nein… Doch dort, der Schwan der Schwan!” Again, I don’t think Pamina is really suicidal here, but the end of Ach, ich fühl’s is like the eye of the hurricane – it is the point of repose in the middle of chaos. Pamina’s life has been about being abandoned. For a short while, it seemed as if things had changed. And yet she’s got used to the way things were. They made sense that way. And until the genii tell her that she’s wrong, she will almost actively pursue misery. It is only an evidence of Mozart’s genius that the first phrase she sings after her transformation – Tamino mein, o welch ein Glück! (My Tamino, ah, what joy!) in the scene with Tamino and the men in armours deeply touches the listener even if it is very short. We feel, that the weight has been lifted from her shoulders. She is still a bit hectic (she gives a wordy and unnecessary explanation about the magic flute after that), but now she is no longer doomed to be unhappy.
No you may be wondering which recording I have chosen for our music lounge this week. This was a really tough choice – the ideal performance would be a Frankenstein monster with Gundula Janowitz’s voice, Toscanini’s conducting a post-Harnoncourt version of the Vienna Philharmonic and modern engineering. But I am happy enough with Sophie Karthäuser’s intelligent and perceptive account of the aria. We have increasingly heard silvery-toned Paminas and I particularly like that Karthäuser has a golden, round tone, what makes a good contrast with the voices both of the Queen of the Night and Papagena. She is especially satisfying with René Jacobs live in a staged performance (even if she breathes à la baroque specialist right after the long note in the big odd phrase) – there you see that she is not singing the concert aria. This is the character Pamina experiencing the beginning of her manic episode, palpitation, uncontrolled weeping, attachment to her own sad experiences included – it’s all there and in perfect Mozartian style. Yet, as I am not sure if there is a geographic limitation to that video, I’ll add first her live recording with Kazushi Ono, whose tempo is a little bit more relaxed and yet the rhythmic pattern is clear and Karthäuser is even more polished (if a little bit less intense).